Lacrosse

I had a lacrosse game today. It was the third of our season and the first game we played against New Dorp. We lost yet again. Our record right now is 0-3 but it's no big deal because we are a developmental team. Nobody on the team has really played before this and we are doing really well. I scored two goal and I'm really happy that I did.

I think coach is proud of us for being able to have played so well so far, but he really wants us to win. I also really want us to win. It's just a thing in human nature, we like being the alpha, the ones on top.

Right before the game I was feeling really nervous and the stress of this week just fell down on me. I had a really bad panic attack and my heart was racing. By the end of the game it was all okay. Sports are my lifeline. They help me keep myself on track, and I get to do what I'm passionate about.

Lets just hope the rest of the season goes well and we can end 3-3!

It's been a while.

I started this blog the beginning of last year, and I haven't posted much since, talk about a commitment problem. All I remember was that I loved blogging so maybe I'll pick this up again. This will be like my own personal journal of everything I do. Nobody I know personally has a link to this blog, so I might as well let everything out here. I must sleep, but hopefully tomorrow when I get home from school I'll pick up writing in this again.